The change we are – by Tim Nonn

Social change is mysterious. Our hearts open to an interior rhythm that seems to pervade the universe. In the midst of brokenness and suffering, we feel an unexpected, almost sacred, wholeness. We want to gather together in the open because we sense that all of the things that have divided us up to now are somehow no longer relevant. We look into

 one another’s eyes. We embrace. We recognize ourselves in the stranger. We feel pulled by a hidden current toward an unknown future.
Our everyday lives are changing. It feels like we are carrying around a secret. We want to shout it from the rooftops, but we speak of it in whispers. How does one speak of a mystery without losing a sense of awe and wonder? Wherever we walk, we feel like we are moving toward an inevitable destination. Whatever we are doing, we feel like we are practicing our future in small ways. Whoever we are with, we feel like we are sharing in a belonging that is emerging in every moment.
It would be easier if we had simply changed, and that was it. But we are changing, and the uncertainty that accompanies change never leaves us. It is a burden. We can try to ignore it, and return to our lives as if nothing had changed or was changing. It won’t work. We can try to define the change, and create neat little categories for everything that is happening. It won’t work. Like a rain-swollen river, it will always sweep away everything that stands in its way. That includes the person we once thought we were. Who we are in the midst of social change is revealed only gradually. That it is more a matter of not knowing than knowing sometimes makes the burden of change unbearable.
Just when we feel that we have fallen into an abyss, what is sacred and true of the change we are part of opens up a way through the darkness of uncertainty, and we see its dim glow in the distance. It calls us forward. It is a pathless path. Love always is. It is always new, and it always demands a new response from us. Nothing will work other than the giving of our whole being. Wholeness calls to wholeness. Love calls to love. Both are within us. Both are shaping the change we are part of. Both are inevitable, indestructible and so very, very patient and kind.
 

Welcome!

The Occupy Democracy Working Group of Occupy Petaluma has sent a survey to the candidates for Petaluma City Council to ensure that some of the major “Occupy” concerns are addressed within that race.

The candidates were asked to respond by October 10.  Please check back shortly after that date to view their answers.

The questions cover the following topics:

1. Goals and Objectives

2. Campaign Finance

3. Positive Campaigns

4. Mid-term Vacancies

5. Land Use

6. Shollenberger Park

7. Localizing the Economy

8. Drones in Petaluma

9. The Occupy Movement

 
 

The shame of foreclosure is a stigma in our society that prevents us from uniting with our neighbors to end a crisis that is destroying our communities. This reality was driven home for me by two events that occurred this week.

The first event was a conversation with a very close friend of mine. He refused to put up a Foreclosure Prevention Zone sign in his front yard. He told me that he was afraid that his neighbors would think he was being foreclosed. Many people in Petaluma are putting these signs in their yards and windows. But I’m certain there are many more people like my friend who don’t want to be stigmatized as a victim of the foreclosure crisis, and would never consider displaying this sign. Ironically, my friend had contacted me several weeks ago to ask for help for a friend of his who was facing foreclosure. Through the intervention of Occupy Petaluma, his friend’s home was saved after the bank agreed to modify the mortgage. I was saddened and perplexed that my friend was unable to make the connection between our work to save people’s homes and the need to publicly stand in solidarity with our neighbors who are facing foreclosure. His feeling of shame at the idea of being stigmatized by putting a sign in his yard was too powerful to overcome – even though he realized it may help his neighbors in distress. I have to admit that I felt angry and judgmental toward my friend. While I want to let go of these unkind feelings and reconcile with my friend, this event has allowed me to understand the depth of shame that prevents us from becoming a community of compassion in a time when economic inequality and the suffering of our neighbors is tearing apart the fabric of our society.

The second event was a visit to my old house, which was foreclosed after I lost my job and my wife’s business went bankrupt. I hadn’t been back there for more than a year. It was a traumatic experience. On Wednesday, I received a call from a producer at NBC Nightly News. They wanted to interview me about the foreclosure fraud settlement between the banks and government. (It is a sham – a legal fig leaf on a monumental injustice!) While I was waiting at my old house for the news crew to arrive, memories of happier times flooded back. I remembered watering the plants and flowers in the front yard. I remembered watching my wife help our son learn to ride his first bike on the street in front of our house. I remembered the time a disoriented turkey flew up on our roof while my son and I watched in surprise and delight. The memories were overwhelming, and even though I thought that I had already healed from the trauma of losing our home, by the time the news crew arrived I was close to tears. When they began filming, I broke down. It was embarrassing the next day to watch myself crying on national television knowing that many people were watching me during this vulnerable moment. The shame of foreclosure had once again entrapped me, and I wanted to withdraw from the work at Occupy Petaluma to save people’s homes. I wanted to hide. In the last few days, I have felt raw and drained as I try to cope with the pain of these feelings.

The shame of foreclosure is a very powerful force. It keeps us isolated. It keeps us divided. It keeps us trapped in guilt and fear. There is much more going on in the foreclosure crisis than the staggering statistics of loss and the indefensible lack of justice in this tragedy. These things cannot tell the whole story. We will never understand the tragedy of this crisis unless we are willing to listen to the voices of those who are suffering from the shame of foreclosure. Millions of people in our country are living on a daily basis with shame. There is the shame of being foreclosed. There is the shame of participating in the illegal and immoral practice of foreclosing people’s homes. And there is the shame of living in denial about the suffering of our neighbors who are being foreclosed. We could solve the foreclosure crisis and still remain divided as communities unless we understand that the shame of foreclosure affects all of us — and together let go of the shame.

On Sunday, February 19th, we will begin the weekly “Vigil for Our Neighbors in Foreclosure” at Walnut Park in downtown Petaluma. The vigil, which will be held from 2:00-3:00 pm, will include a time of silence and an opportunity to share our stories about being foreclosed or witnessing neighbors being foreclosed.

I hope these vigils will plant the seeds of reconciliation in our community so we can unite to overcome the shame of foreclosure. Wall Street, the banks and the government cannot do this work for us. We cannot overcome this shame and reconcile with one another alone as individuals. We can only do it together as a community. It is an extraordinary challenge. Only our courage to reach out in compassion to one another will ultimately allow us to overcome the foreclosure crisis and the shame associated with it. Our silent and spoken witness in the vigils will be testimony of our belief that we have the capacity and determination to become a community of compassion.

 

Most people who are facing foreclosure and eviction wait too long to reach out for help. They — like many of the 20 million American homeowners whose mortgages are underwater — are living in denial about the foreclosure crisis. They feel helpless and powerless. Today I learned that a long-time member of my own church in Petaluma is facing eviction.

She is a caring, funny, kind, 68-year-old woman who has spent her life helping other people. But she kept the foreclosure a secret, and now, it’s probably too late to save her home. I know what she has been going through. I kept my home’s foreclosure a secret from the same pastor and church members for a year in 2010. After the Occupy Movement came along last year, I found my voice, and I’m now working with a wonderful group of people in Northern California to keep people in their homes. Please don’t wait until it’s too late to reach out for help if you are unable to make your mortgage payments or are facing foreclosure. We have only helped a few people stay in their homes since we organized the “Foreclosure Prevention Zone” a month ago. But we can’t help you if you don’t reach out to us. About 3 million homeowners will face foreclosure in 2012 — and it’s preventable! We must unite and find our voices to stop this tragegy from destroying more lives and our communities. Don’t live in denial another day. You can find your voice like I did, and even more importantly, you can join a community of compassionate people who will support you in your struggle to stay in your home. Click on the “Foreclosure Crisis” tab for more information and how to contact us.

 

 

“Vigil for Our Neighbors in Foreclosure” on Sunday, February 19th from 2:00-3:00 pm at Walnut Park in downtown Petaluma (D St. & Petaluma Blvd. So.).

The vigil will be a regular weekly event for people facing foreclosure and eviction and for homeowners whose mortgages are underwater. We will gather together to share our stories and discuss solutions. We hope these vigils will raise awareness about the destructive effects of the foreclosure crisis on our community. Please join us on February 19, and every Sunday thereafter, as we express solidarity and compassion with our neighbors in distress.

 

ESTABLISHING SONOMA COUNTY AS A “FORECLOSURE PREVENTION ZONE”

Tuesday, January 24th, 2012 – 7:00pm-9:00pm

Arlene Francis Center, 99 6th St., Santa Rosa, CA

Occupy Petaluma and Occupy Santa Rosa are holding a “Teach-In” to explore with citizens of Sonoma County how to collaborate in establishing Sonoma County as a “Foreclosure Prevention Zone.”

In Sonoma County, from 2008 to 2012, there have been over 20,000 foreclosures with a home value loss of over $8.4 billion. Our local governments have lost more than $200 million in tax revenues due to the housing crisis.

“The foreclosure crisis is a crime scene that is wrecking Sonoma County,” says Occupy Petaluma member Tim Nonn. “We need to come together as communities to demand principal and interest rate reductions for every mortgage that is underwater.”

Today, an estimated 29% of all homes with mortgages are underwater. A total of 14 million homes may be foreclosed on from 2007 to the end of the crisis – one in every four mortgages! With foreclosures increasing, a growing imbalance of supply and demand is driving down home prices and driving up rents.

One in five U.S. foreclosures is in California. From 2008 to 2012, nearly 2 million homeowners in California have lost their homes to foreclosure with a home value loss of over $630 billion. Nation-wide, local governments have lost more than $17 billion in tax revenues due to the housing crisis.

This week the federal government proposed a sell-off of foreclosed homes to large investment firms, instead of finding a way to keep Americans in their homes.

Speakers: Tim Nonn, Foreclosure Prevention Specialist of Occupy Petaluma, and Real Estate Broker CJ Holmes will propose solutions to keep homeowners in their homes and to establish Sonoma County as a “Foreclosure Prevention Zone.”

“We must move very quickly and make a huge ruckus,” says speaker CJ Holmes. “If we allow Hedge Funds to get their hands on our homes at these current depressed prices, the billions the 1% already took from us 99% will be peanuts in comparison.”

Related articles from CNBC:

http://www.cnbc.com/id/45925851/

http://www.cnbc.com/id/45945390

 

Over 10 million mortages in the U.S. are underwater and 1 million homeowenrs face foreclosure this year. Now, the 50 Attorneys General are cutting a backroom deal with the big banks and Wall Street investors to protect the banks and investors from prosecution for foreclosure fraud. The foreclosure crisis is a crime scene — and the federal government is giving a free pass to the criminals who created it and are profiting from it.

The California delegation wants a stronger approach from the Obama Administration that helps homeowners stay in their homes and reduces the principal on mortgages that are underwauter. Demand justice, not backroom deals! Contact the White House and your senators and congressional representatives. Tell them to listen to the voices of homeowners who are suffering from Wall Street greed.

http://lofgren.house.gov/images/stories/1.19.12%20Ltr%20to%20Pres%20Meeting%20Request.pdf

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/01/18/foreclosure-settlement-talks_n_1214782.html

 

 

 

 

THE COLOR OF FEAR

Saturday, January 14, 2012, 6:00 pm until 9:00 pm

Where: Frog Song Common House in Cotati: http://www.cotaticohousing.org/dire

Description: Hey folks! The Occupy Wellness Committee invites you to join us for a special night as we gather for a potluck, film screening, and discussion at the beautiful Frog Song Common House. The potluck begins at 6pm, and we will watch the film at 7. We would love to share this …time with you as we build community, understanding, and hope!

“The Color of Fear” is one of the best films on racism that I have ever seen.” — Cornell West, author & activist

In the Words of Roberto Almanzan:

In the documentary film “The Color of Fear,” a group of men at a weekend retreat engage in an open and candid dialogue on race and ethnicity. The filmmaker, Lee Mun Wah, a Chinese American community therapist, gathered a group of eight men, myself among them, who were willing to spend a weekend in an honest and unconstrained discussion about our experiences, beliefs and values related to race, color, ethnicity and culture. We met at a house belonging to a friend of the filmmaker. The house was about ten miles outside of Ukiah, a small rural town in Northern California. Two of the men were African American, two were Latino American, two were Asian American and two were European American or white. Lee Mun Wah functioned as the facilitator for the weekend.

Often, those who see the film wonder how the participants were chosen for this project. Mun Wah, as a community therapist, had been working with various men’s groups and consequently had a wide circle of connections. From this pool, he picked men he thought could be honest, open and expressive on race and ethnicity issues while being filmed. With a few exceptions, the men did not know each other before attending the retreat. To show that all Asians, Blacks or Whites do not think alike and are diverse, two men from each ethnic/racial group were included. The number of participants was kept small to increase group safety and intimacy and to give each person an opportunity to express himself fully.

The dialogue during the weekend was spontaneous and intense. I did not know that Mun Wah as the facilitator had prepared a list of about twenty questions to stimulate our dialogue. It did not matter because once he asked his first question about how we identified ethnically or racially, we never stopped talking. Fear, tears, rage, frustration and confusion filled the room as each of us revealed how we had been impacted by racism and our coping strategies. Slowly, hesitatingly, we also talked about the prejudice we’ve experienced and seen directed at our own ethnic group by other people of color. We saw that through no fault of our own, all of us have internalized messages that devalue people of color and that portray White people as more intelligent, able, moral and credible. Becoming aware of this can often precipitate anxiety and personal discomfort in people but it is fundamentally a healing experience that opens new vistas and possibilities. By the end of the weekend, by talking openly, listening intently and reflecting on each other’s experiences, we all came to a deep understanding of, connection to and empathy with each other.

Most people who view this film are deeply moved. Long after it is over, they continue to talk with each other about the feelings, thoughts and memories the video stirred in them. The dialogue in the video — real, arousing and eventually hopeful — is an example of the national dialogue we all need to have on race and ethnicity.

 

Label GMOs 2012 Ballot Initiative
Sonoma County Signature Gathering Training

We Need Your Help!

1.  Petaluma Signature Gatherer Training
When: Thursday, Dec. 15th at 6:30 PM
Where: Petaluma Baker Creek Seed Bank (199 Petaluma Blvd. N)
What:  Karen and Kelly will speak about the nitiative and provide guidance on how we can gather signatures on the petitions.

2.  Sonoma Signature Gatherer Training
When:  Saturday, Dec. 17th at 10:30 AM
Where: Sonoma Community Center, Room 110 (bottom floor, 276 East Napa St., 1 ½ blocks east of  Sonoma City Hall between 2nd and 3rd Streets)
What: Karen and Kelly will be speak about the initiative and provide guidance on signature gathering. You’ll have a chance to ask questions.

3. Cotati Signature Gatherer Training
When: Wed. Jan. 4 at 7:00 PM
Where: Old Redwood Community Co-op Common House (8290 Old Redwood Highway)

4.  Healdsburg Signature Gatherer Training
When: January 11th at 6:00 PM
Where: Preston Winery (9282 W Dry Creek Rd.)

 

 

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